NaNoWriMo Results

I wanted to post this pic of Dunvegan Castle - the castle that houses the Fairy Flag relic that inspired me to write my novel- because today marks a significant moment in my writing life: it's the day I entered my first writing contest since high school, when I entered and won a Pennsylvania Keystone Award for Journalism... 18 years ago.

For those of you who have been following my NaNoWriMo adventure, you may recognize that today is the last day of November and therefore you're probably wondering if I successfully wrote a 50,000 word novel in 30 days.

Well, yes and no. I wrote about 8,000 words of a new project, then decided to go back to my longstanding novel project and re-wrote about 40,000 words of that and added an additional 20,000 so I guess I did meet my goal but I'm not submitting my work officially to NaNoWriMo. Why? Well, I don't think I stayed true to the task. I didn't write a new, 50,000 word novel in a month. I may have written over 50,000 words, but my novel is still not finished so I don't think it's fair to enter it.

Instead, I entered the Gotham Writer's Workshop contest detailed here:

http://www.writingclasses.com/ContestPages/YAPitch.php

This contest is more of a pitch contest where writers send the title and the first 250 words of a young adult novel. According to blog.nanowrimo.org, "The top 20 submissions will be read by editors at HarperCollins, Penguin, Harlequin, Random House, and Sourcebooks. Those judges will then pick the top five winners out of that twenty, and the top five winners will receive commentary on their submissions as well as a 15-minute, one-on-one pitch session with YA literary agent Regina Brooks".

Let me tell ya, it was NOT easy putting those 250 words together; in fact, it was probably one of the toughest writing tasks I've ever faced but I did it and I'm fairly happy with the results but more importantly, I'm proud that I've taken a step outside of head and my laptop toward realizing my goal.

So, What's La Pointe of It All? Well, I've figured out a few things about myself as a writer and whereas I do think I work well under pressure, I don't think I'll ever attempt NaNoWriMo again because there's pressure and then there's PRESSURE and I only work well under the lower cap one.

How Stupid Do They Think We Are?

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This morning I was reading a newsletter, published by an organization I belong to, that along with updating members on several issues, also addressed member concerns.

One of the concerns involved a recent online evaluation members received via email from a separate entity that members were obligated to complete and return via replying to that particular email.

A member questioned how a response can remain anonymous if one replies via email - after all, if the email appears in one's inbox and one must hit "reply" to respond to it, then one's response is sent from one's email address, thus making the responder easily identifiable, right?

Well, not according to the separate organization soliciting the responses, who responded to this concern by saying something along the lines of, "evaluations are Internet-based, which makes them anonymous".

Seriously. I kid you not.

What's worse is that apparently, the organization I belong to is willing to accept that response, which makes me sincerely question those in charge and the organization as a whole. I mean Christ, even I know how to run a basic search on an IP address - hello, Google.

So, What's La Pointe of It All? It's this - I'm sick and tired of all of the namby-pamby pusses in this world who, in lieu of asking difficult questions and holding people accountable for satisfactory and truthful answers, would rather stick their heads in the clouds or, in my opinion and more likely, up someone's butt.

The Best Day Ever

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We watched a re-run of Jim and Pam's wedding tonight, after our Thanksgiving dinner guests went home. The first time it aired, Matty fell asleep about 5 minutes in to the show; yes, I know what you're thinking: your husband fell asleep at 9:05 on a Thursday night? Yep, it's true - that's my big fat married life and I love it.

Why? Because if you look above at our wedding pic, you'll see how awesome it is to be married to your Jim. Seriously - he's my Jim... well, ok - maybe he's my Pam and I'm his Jim (I'm definitely the wackier one in the relationship and well, Jim did fill Dwight's phone full of nickels which is totally something I would do) but nah, he's my JIm for sure and our wedding day felt exactly like the way Jim and Pam's post-Maid of the Mist kiss looked on TV - perfect.

I bawled my eyes out when I watched that episode on its first run and I did the same again tonight when we watched it together. Matt was a bit confused when he looked over and saw the tears but when I explained to him why I was crying, he smiled and agreed - our wedding day was the most kick ass day in all of our shared and individual histories.

So, what's La Pointe of It All? It's this: on this Thanksgiving day, more than anything else in this world, I'm most thankful for my husband, Matt. He's more than I ever hoped for and more than I probably deserve. He kicks major turkey ass (check out our spatchcocking pics on FB) and he adores me. 'Nuff said.

Love for Nie Nie

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The Nielson Family was on the Today show this morning and thanks to DVR, I was able to watch it this afternoon when I got home from work.

If you're one of my regulars, most likely you've read about Stephanie on my blog. If not, well, take the time to search back through my posts or Google her because she is one of my role models and I want the world to love her as much as I do.

I don't just admire her because she survived that horrific accident, I admire her for who she is: a creative, articulate, loving, genuine inspiration. Each day when I read her blog, I'm inspired to create something, write something, love someone, and stay true to myself while doing those things.

I heart Nie Nie - if I'm going to be the White Oprah, I want Nie Nie to be the next Martha Stewart!

So, What's La Pointe of It All? If you're not reading nieniedialogues.blogspot.com, bookmark it and read it daily - it will make you a better person.

I wanna be Oprah

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Whenever students ask me what I wanted to be when I was a kid, I always tell them the same thing: I wanted to be the White Oprah.

Now, I didn't want to work my way up through the journalism business; I had NO interest in starting out at some podunk cable access network and then getting a late night spot on the local news before moving on to prime time. No, I wanted to be talk show Oprah.

Think about it: do you know anyone who talks more than I do? Who asks more questions? Who has an insatiable need for information?

Exactly. I'm perfectly suited for the job.

Now that Oprah is retiring, I think I should fill her spot. Well, me and Angelica Pinkerton, who would be my co-host. She would LOVE that and the audience world wide would finally get to see just how damn charming and clever we both can be.

So, if someone out there is reading this and you have a connection or a string you can pull for us, I promise I'll pay you back once I take over the world. And if you aren't quite sure what the White Oprah would do on her show, here's a few snippets of ideas:

- Once I was established and worth billions, I would give away a ton of cash every Monday. Literally - I would cart garbage bags full of quarters to the nearest weigh station and weigh out a ton of them (approx. $40,000) and then I would pack them onto a big truck all decked out just for the occasion (maybe I could have one of those "pimp my ride" shows outfit one for me, emblazoned on the side in bright letters "The White Oprah's Ton of Cash Giveaway") and I would drive from town to town followed by my camera crew and choose deserving people. Hmm, maybe I would even have someone make a papier mache cow for me out of bills so I could also have a "cash cow" giveaway...

- I would invite Ellen Degeneres onto my show for a dance off. I have some sick moves and it would be a real competition.

- I will invite the Octomom to come talk about her experience but only if she agrees to wear a giant octopus costume.

And there's more where that came from, so stay tuned!

So, What's La Pointe of It All? 2011 is going to be my year: let the White Oprah reign!

Jenna Jameson - My New Role Model?

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I know, it sounds crazy, right? Jenna Jameson, a role model? MY role model?

Simmer down, readers, simmer down - it's not what you think. I do not want to follow Jenna Jameson's career path by any means - far from it. I am NOT part of the "1 in 3 viewers of online... are women" statistic.

No, I do not want wish to be any part of the adult entertainment industry (not a consumer or a participant) but I do covet one of Jenna Jameson's best qualities: I want her will.

On yesterday's Oprah show, Jenna sat on stage and told the world how she has made an empire out of something she was good at and enjoyed doing. She did it, she did it well, she wanted to become the best in the industry, she worked even harder, and she succeeded.

Now, she is married and just gave birth to twin boys and she's retired. Yes, she recognizes that her choices could cause a lot of embarrassment for her sons in the future and she's nervous about that but she's not ashamed of who she is or what she's done - she's only concerned about sparing their feelings, like any good mother.

She fought hard to get to where she wanted to be and now she is there and she is reaping the rewards of her labor.

And as Matt and I sat watching her on Oprah via DVR last evening, I burst into sobs of defeat, jealousy, and hopelessness. Why?

Well, because there I was, sitting on my couch plugged into my laptop and my cell phone, fielding text messages from parents informing me that their student's essay was in my inbox, could I read it and check the grammar?; responding to seven emails from students who truly needed my guidance to finish the last part of their research projects; forwarding information I had forgotten to send earlier in the day because I was interrupted by yet another person who desperately needed me to do something then and there; stressing over the ungraded papers and unentered grades that are coming due in just a few days; desperately trying to work on my novel so I can finish it before January, and worst of all, worrying about whether or not there will ever be enough money for me to put aside all of the above and stop stressing and finally begin the life that I want to live.

Jenna is younger than I am. She has her babies. She has a beautiful home and a doting husband and all the money in the world and she deserves it - she worked very hard for it.

But I'm working just as hard. I'm working a minimum of 15 hours a day trying to fit in all of the above. Which means there was no dinner for my husband last night. And my house is filthy and needs scrubbed from top to bottom. And Matty hasn't had a packed lunch for the past few weeks. And my unattended obligations and correspondences and laundry are piling up. And my car needs washed and cleaned out.

And my life is in chaos. And I can't get out of bed on time anymore because I'm just so, so tired. And I cry a lot. An awful lot.

And worst of all, because of this, my poor, poor, lovely husband who is so wonderful to me and who spends every minute of his life thinking only about me and our happiness and who is always positive and supportive, well, he gets me in return for all of his wonderfulness. That is so not fair.

So, What's La Pointe of It All? Jenna Jameson is winning and I am losing. I need to take some lessons from her - and not the kind she is used to giving.

Ethicquette

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Hey readers, I need your advice.

I'm pretty excited that, for the past few weeks, I've been writing daily and furiously but I'm even more excited because I've been working on the project I began last November.

There was a time I was really afraid it would stay stored in its computer folder and never see the light of day. Writer's block had set in last spring but honestly, I didn't do much to move past it because I was too focused on wedding plans. Which, btw, gave me the perfect excuse not to write so I went with it.

I'm thankful to NaNoWriMo for being the goose that got me going again and I'm not even bothered that I spent part of November starting two separate projects, which together total something like 15,000 words or that I'm not sure if I still qualify to continue in the competition.

What do you think? If I add an additional 50,000 NEW words to my year long project (by new I mean words that express new ideas or create new scenes, not words used to re-write already written scenes), do you think I still qualify?

I'm sure I could look it up in the fine print somewhere or go onto a message board and ask but honestly, between checking email and Facebook, I'm already too distracted by the Internet that I don't want to lose another hour or more researching it today because I'm on a roll. It's bad enough that I'm taking a break to blog but I know that some of my students read this blog (well, at least I know of a lovely young lady and a quirky young gentleman who do: thanks, kids - I love you!) and so I thought I'd chance it and pose the question to my readers.

So, What's La Pointe of It All? Well, readers, hook a sista up: I trust your opinions and will abide by your decisions. Do you think I can ethically continue as part of NaNoWriMo based on what you've read in this post or should I gracefully remove my hat from the ring and try again next year? Thanks for helping me!