Showing posts with label English. Show all posts
Showing posts with label English. Show all posts

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Kids and School



When, at breakfast this morning, my soon to be MIL commented, "You love your job, don't you, Ali?", I rolled my eyes and shuddered.

As if conjured by a charm, images of this past year's Period 4 English experience flooded my mind. While I LOVED the kids in that class as individuals, together as a group they drove me to the brink of madness and I can say that publicly and candidly because they know it.

They also know that I loved them and that to this day, I will go out of my way to help any of them but I'll never sugarcoat how difficult it was to teach them.

Fortunately, they had me as their teacher and I'm not saying that to sound conceited or to imply that I'm the world's greatest teacher because I'll be the first to admit that I'm not; I have A LOT of faults as an educator however luckily, the way I feel about and understand teenagers isn't one of them.

Did my Period 4 English class purposefully try to drive me insane? No. Was the atmosphere of that class the fault of an individual(s)? No. Would the experience of that same group of students have been the same if it had a different teacher? NO.

Then why was teaching that group of kids difficult?

I don't know - it just was and that's the point of this post.

Teaching is not easy - AT ALL. But learning isn't easy, either. And unfortunately, there isn't much that can be done to make either of them fool proof and, in my opinion, that's ok as long as both parties try its hardest to put forth a positive attitude and a true effort and, most importantly, as long as both parties care about one another as individuals. Mutual respect goes A LONG WAY in the classroom and in the long run, will teach a student more than a text book ever could.

Friday, July 31, 2009

Slamming Open the Door



On my Walk for Fitness this morning (I love to call it that, as if it's a charitable event... which in a way, it is - the charity receiving the benefit is my ass), I listened to Fresh Air on NPR. The guest was poet Kathleen Sheeder Bonanno, who recently published her first book, a collection of poems that record her reactions to her daughter's murder and its aftermath.

Her daughter, Leidy, was only 21 years old and a recent nursing school graduate about to embark on her career when she was strangled with a telephone cord by her estranged boyfriend.

The collection, entitled Slamming Open the Door, was awarded the Beatrice Hawley Award and two of its poems were nominated for the prestigious Pushcart Prize. Its content reveals an honest, and at times shocking, exploration of the range of emotions experienced by the poet, beginning with the moment her phone call to her daughter went unanswered and including her reactions to coming face to face with the mother of her daughter's murderer.

If you have a chance, check out the podcast here:

http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=111218053

The poems are compelling and beautifully written; Sheeder Bonanno is a high school English and Creative Writing teacher in Pennsylvania.